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im fucking unemployed. woo fuckin hoo... |
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Nov. 16th, 2009 @ 06:02 pm
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work = fucking bullshit
my hours keep getting cut. from 42, to 21 then only 14. and now next week i dont have any. because apparently i cant even switch shifts with anyone. the only nights im allowed to work is monday and tuesday.
SO. who knows the number of the labour board and revenue canada. so i can nail these fuckers for being assholes and get them audited along the way.Current Mood:  pissed off Current Music: fucking pissed |
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in 2 weeks the new owners are going to shut down the other store for 3 months for rennovations. which means, dorothy (the manager over there) is coming over here to be manager. the 2 part timers are getting laid off. and i am only going to get TWENTY ONE FUCKING HOURS A WEEK. nice way to show u appreciate someone who u expect to solve ALL the problems that come up in the 2 stores u just bought. and stupid dykey bitch amy is getting 35hrs a week. WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?!
of course im fucking livid but im not going to quit just yet. but i dont know what to do. find a new job comes to mind. but also this could give me enough time to get some jewellery things done while still getting some kind of a pay cheque but i dont have enough comissions lined up to be able to suppliment my income properly
plus the stag shop still hasnt called or emaild me back. which is also pissing me off. cuz the timing is pretty good.
i just fucking hate bullshit like this. i was already looking for a new job but havent really seen anything that would work out well. since i like to be within walking distance of work.
whatever. i have stopped caring. moreso than i was not caring before. so. discount anyone? |
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so. im sick of this place. i dont like it. its lame.
while looking on job bank i saw some ads for the stag shop. looked up their web site. and they are opening one in late november. so im applying. i know enough about sex toys i might as well keep selling them til im ready to take on this jewellery bullshit full time. and do it with or for a better company than where i am now. so everything crossed that can possibly be crossed that i will hear back from them soon.
sketchy ppl just walked in. THE STAG SHOP WILL HIRE ME! I AM GOING TO BE THE MANAGER OF THE STAG SHOP IN BARRIE!!!!!!
plus, the stag shop doesnt rent movies. so that will be fantastic not having to deal with that.
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Oct. 4th, 2009 @ 06:08 pm
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new house is fantastic. houswarming party saturday oct. 24th. not much room for sleepovers. |
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so my store is being sold.... AGAIN!!!
WHAT THE FUCK. so the koreans that bought the newmarket store started showing up here in barrie. i told jeff and he said not to worry about it. because john said he wasnt going to sell the stores that were left and kim (koreans) wouldnt pay what john wants for this store anyway.
WELL THAT WAS A GIANT STEAMING LOAD OF BULL SHIT!
and apparently the only reason jeff has been working in this store was to increase sales to make john some more money before selling it. and to make the store look better for the sale.
so unbelievably pissed.
plus my friends douggie and billy have been wanting me to move in with them and we looked at a nice place and was all gung ho about it but then i stepped back and thought about it and wasnt sure, still not sure really, if i want roommates. cuz i really do like living alone. but since voicing this they have both been preassuring me to move anyway. for them. which would be me making a decision based on what others want me to do which i decided to stop doing a long time ago. but what the fuck, maybe this is when im supposed to do something to help others and it wont turn out bad. for once.
my green consumption is going up in the near future. i can feel it....
Aug. 27th, 2009 @ 11:13 am
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uuuuuuuummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm....
i think im gonna apply for a job in alberta.... cuz i found it on the canadian jewellers association web site and it sounds good. and im kinda done with the whole porn shop thing. and kinda wanna get out of ontario....
but i need microsoft word or something so i can do my resume again. cuz i have to email it.
we shall soon see i guess...
i just dont really wanna put that ive been at a porn shop for the last year and a bit. but whatever.
Jun. 28th, 2009 @ 06:05 pm
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so. im back to being single....
thats just fucking great.
Jun. 11th, 2009 @ 01:47 am
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i dont know what to say.
i dont know what to do.
i dont even know how to feel right now.
i havent seen richard in about a week. and i have barely even talked to him. i dont know what he is doing or thinking about but i know it has something to do with me. cuz if it didnt he wouldnt be practically ignoring me.
i want to give him his space and everything, but its so difficult going from talking to him every day and seeing him just about as often to not. and its even more difficult thinking he doesnt want to talk to me.
on the other hand, we do have a date on tuesday and if he was going to break up with me (which i dont even want to think about) he would have done so already.
i just really really want this to work.
he also keeps putting up facebook updates having to do with the law of attraction, which he always does, but recently it feels like they are directed at me. like todays is basically 'ppl only want something cuz they think they will be happy having it' so i dont know if its something he is dealing with or if he is saying i only want him cuz i think it will make me happy when i should just be happy no matter what.
i just want things to go back to the way we were when we first started dating.
yargh.
Jun. 6th, 2009 @ 01:52 pm
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so richard and i had this huge lengthy complicated conversation last night. which i am obviously not going to go into detail about cuz then this post would be like 3 pages long.
he had a lot more to say than i did, cuz he has been thinking about a lot more stuff than i have. and it wasnt bad, i guess it was good because i understand him better now weather he understands me better or not i dont know.
and there are a lot of things that i dont know how i feel about them and as much as i like him and want to be with him i dont know if i can. and that makes me really sad. but at the same time, a lot of it is stuff we may or may not have to deal with. so i just dont know.
theme for the day, 'i dont know'
May. 30th, 2009 @ 05:25 pm
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i dont know what to do. i dont know what to think.
last night richard was supposed to come over after he was done work. he called me at like 1/4 after 2 (which is when he is done) and said he was on his way. he never showed up. i went downstairs like 10 mins after he called which is usually how long it takes him to get here. after waiting downstairs til about 3 i came up, left a note on the front door and came up here to play video games to distract myself from freaking out til he got here which never happened.
he called me thismorning said that he showed up and i wasnt downstairs and he couldnt get in so he just went home. and after he got home i wasnt online for him to say anything to me.
i have a hard time believing this cuz i was online all night. and checking to see if he had come. i didnt ask what time he got here, but he says he is gonna try to come see me before he has to go to work. another thing is, he used to do a lot of drugs, and not just minor shit either. and he told me that if he ever did drugs again he would lie about it.
so right now i am really upset and freaked out and deprived of sleep and energy and i dont know what to do. if he is telling the truth then thats really fuckt up and i dont know if i can trust him and take his word on it. i even wrote him a huge fucking email at like 5 am cuz i couldnt sleep unless i said everything that was on my mind at the time.
i really dont want this to be another relationship that only lasts a short period.
May. 29th, 2009 @ 10:20 am
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so as some of u may have noticed, like janine, i have changed my relationship status on facebook. fact is i indeed have a "gentlman friend"
his name is richard. and he is fantastic! i could go on into cheesy detail. but i wont. cuz thats gross.
but i like him A LOT. and there may be pictures of the 2 of us popping up on facebook soon. whenever he gets them uploaded. hahaha.
May. 13th, 2009 @ 02:15 pm
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i have been in a shitty shitty mutherfucking mood lately. i dont get it. and i dont know why.
i dislike it...
Apr. 22nd, 2009 @ 06:17 pm
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i hate working sunday.
fucking. hate. sunday.
rentals are 2 for $5.
this is the main reason. because the bulk of the customers come in just for this. and spend only $5. rentals are the biggest pain in this job. mostly cuz of the set up here. cuz the binders basically have to stay on the shelf, there isnt much counter space and its just awkward. cases are dumb. customers are stupid.
i want it to be like newmarket. i want to be the manager again. then i wont have to work nights. then i can make myself have more time off. i could do more at the studio. i wouldnt be staying up til 5 or 6 sometimes 7 a.m. i hope.
does it really take that long to pick out movies? do u have to look around for a good hour to find the movie u will like most? ur only spending $5 to rent. i think u can afford to pick one up that looks alright because uve spent the last 45 mins looking and ur still not satisfied.
stop asking me if we have movies with a specific actress. i dont know. i can look up the titles we have in rentals. if ur that obsessed with her and want every movie she has been in, find a way to download it all off the internet. dumbass.
stop asking me what the best movie is. or for any movie suggestions. or asking for help in making ur purchase decision. there is only one section im interested in. and even if i did watch everything, do u think i would have watched all the movies we have here and remembered it all to be able to tell u what was good and what wasnt? and are u turned on by the same things i am? no? then why the fuck do i care?
yes. we have bags that i can put that in. do u think any retail store in THE WORLD would not have bags? if u just shut the fuck up and let me get to it, u wouldnt look like such a dumbass.
keep ur phone number to ur damn self til i ask u for it. u think walking up to the counter and spouting out ur number is going to make things faster? NO! ITS NOT! i have to get to the screen where i put ur phone number in. so shut up. i will ask u when im ready.
DONT TOUCH SHIT TIL IM DONE WRITING IT DOWN AND HAND IT TO U. yes its annoying to have to wait for me to write down what toy ur buying and the catalog number but i have to write it down so we know what is selling and what exactly to order more of. so until we get a better computer to just scan shit or something, FUCKING BE PATIENT AND KEEP UR HANDS OUT OF MY SPACE.
why do i work at a porn shop? i find myself asking this more and more. its boring. customers are dumb and i have to look at naked or nearly naked women all day. i dont need to know about these ppls sex lives. do i need to know that that short ugly girl and her disproportionate man-thing with a cane just bought bondage tape??? NO!!!! did u? no. but this is my livejournal and i will bitch about what i want.
why am i the one that has to go get rolls of change? im not the manager, yet. ur lazy (hello kettle, my name is pot) a manager has responsibilities that u dont seem to care about or think is your problem. ur a fucking bitch. what is so special about sunday that it HAS to be ur day off??!!??
oh wait.
i get it.
fuck i hate sunday.
Mar. 1st, 2009 @ 11:32 am
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we have finally hired someone! which means i can start re-arranging the schedule and have time to do things other than work. hahaha.
such things are,
dishes.
laundry.
groceries.
random tidying/cleaning.
get a carpet for my front door.
go into the studio and actually make some jewellery.
and, i dont know if ive mentioned this before. probably have. but whatever.
im planning a trip to newfoundland...
i have been talking to a guy out there for like 6 months or so now. and i plan on going out there with my tax refund. cuz its gonna be big. helloo getting 3000 back for going to college and making more than 10 000 last year. after paying off visa and my sister who paid my first and last, there should be plenty left over for a trip. and maybe even a tattoo. since i got that $100 gift certificate and i cant really think of anything that will come to $100.
ANYWAY.
it will be sometime in march. and probably about a week. taking into account traveling and whatnot. if all goes well i might actually start thinking about moving out there. if i can find a good job that has at least something to do with jewellery.
in ex boyfriend news. i im really starting to hate brandon....
i am rather jealous of him. cuz he is on project runway canada this season and is doing interviews and stuff on tv. and i just think he is a dick and doesnt deserve it. kinda. i guess he is good at what he does. but do u really have to make a million posts on facebook about it?
also, i had a dream about wayne last night. even now i dont think im over him. i havent even seen him in like the last 3 years and barely ever talk to him. but every once in a while i have a dream about him. and it sucks.
anyway. i cant think of anything else to rant or bitch about. so thats that.
Feb. 10th, 2009 @ 06:42 pm
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funny story. true story.
who remembers satyr porn at jessica powells house? anyone? everyone?! good.
i just noticed we have it in the store. and how did i notice it u may ask.
CUZ SOMEBODY JUST MUTHERFUCKING BOUGHT IT!
AAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
just thought everyone would like to know that.
Jan. 18th, 2009 @ 05:37 pm
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so im all moved in. for the most part. i still need my bed and all my kitchen stuff from my parents. and theres still some random crap at my sisters.
ive had a lovely shopping trip with janine already. and its only my first day! teeheeheee!
yes. i am just that excited about this. moreso the fact that im on my own, no roommates, no family. just me. ITS GREAT!
also very much enjoying smoking indoors. hahaha. but i need to get some scented candles or something so it doesnt stink too much.
other than shopping ive been cleaning pretty much all day. id like to get a vacume up here so i can do the floors thuroughly. maybe i will get one of those little swiffer vacs. cuz its all hardwood floors and tile in the kitchen and bathroom.
i think i start work on monday. if im not mistaken. i will call my boss tomorrow and ask him. and then i have to go into the school at some point and get registered for my class so i can use the studio. and pop back down to newmarket to get my final pay and return the keys to the store.
so much to do. SO EXCITING!!!
Jan. 3rd, 2009 @ 07:26 pm
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so ive decided to move to barrie. now all i need is an apartment. there is one i want to look at, but i cant get a hold of the guy, im kinda starting to think that he has gone on a trip for the holidays.
and i wanted to look at this weekend. DAMN.
Dec. 18th, 2008 @ 08:58 pm
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sooo, its over. hahahaha.
neither of us felt like we were even in a relationship. so thats the end of that. hahaha
Dec. 14th, 2008 @ 07:10 pm
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so ive started dating andrew. the newfie guy. even though ive never actually met him. he was rather hesitant about it cuz its long distance and such a great distance and weve never met. and i dont know if i can do it either. cuz i feel like i dont really have a bf. cuz we cant do anything, we cant hang out or go out on a date or anything. so i dont really know the point. but we are going to see how it works out. but really i think i would rather be single for now and date him when we can actually date. i dunno. i think i will talk to him about it next time i am talking to him.
cuz thats another thing, its either msn or texting. cuz he doesnt like phones. and neither do i really. but still. hahaha
Dec. 13th, 2008 @ 05:35 pm
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